Scripture: John 12:20-33 (NRSV)
“And when I am lifted up from the earth, I will draw everyone to myself.”
We anticipate with Jesus his “lifting up” – his being lifted up in a two-fold way: he will be lifted high upon a cross and lifted up to join God in heaven. The first way is awesomely terrifying and the second provokes a sense of longing in my heart. I truly do wish to see Jesus.
We hear a promise from Jesus: “I will draw everyone to myself.” If I believe this promise, I know my wish to see him will be fulfilled, and yet I wonder about the force of the draw of Jesus and its interplay with other forces of distraction at work in my heart and in the world.
My Lenten practices raise my awareness of my own impulses to self-indulgence and instant gratification. I often find myself wanting that which I want when I want it. This is the draw of distraction. Simultaneously, Lent provides a space to quiet myself and become attentive to the draw of Christ in my life.
PRAYER:
My Lord and my God, draw me ever deeper into your embrace.
Create in me a spirit that invites others to you.
You are first and last.
You are absence and presence.
Help me to see you.
Now and always.
Amen.
Scripture: John 12:20-33 (NRSV)
Now among those who went up to worship at the festival were some Greeks. 21They came to Philip, who was from Bethsaida in Galilee, and said to him, Sir, we wish to see Jesus. 22Philip went and told Andrew; then Andrew and Philip went and told Jesus. 23Jesus answered them, The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. 24Very truly, I tell you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains just a single grain; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. 25Those who love their life lose it, and those who hate their life in this world will keep it for eternal life. 26Whoever serves me must follow me, and where I am, there will my servant be also. Whoever serves me, the Father will honor.
27Now my soul is troubled. And what should I sayFather, save me from this hour? No, it is for this reason that I have come to this hour. 28Father, glorify your name. Then a voice came from heaven, I have glorified it, and I will glorify it again. 29The crowd standing there heard it and said that it was thunder. Others said, An angel has spoken to him. 30Jesus answered, This voice has come for your sake, not for mine. 31Now is the judgment of this world; now the ruler of this world will be driven out. 32And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself. 33He said this to indicate the kind of death he was to die.